we needed to catch the bus by eleven, so the girls got up and got ready first, i laid in bed and rested some. the sun was out but it was slightly chiller than the previous days. the bus was on time, and since it was our first time, it was all new to us. the driver was patient and rather comical, "there is a first time for everything" he laughed. i was surprised at how easy it was to get to second st, the other day we spent so much time walking there. then we toured the campus, but it turns out that we went to far and we had to get off and go the other direction. this is where is started to get confusing, i was fighting my urge to be evil, but i was just annoyed for some reason. a beautiful college guy (I'm assuming) helped us with the directions… "i've been here before too". he had the those crystal blue eyes… that you remember. i wish i would've just asked him his name, but now he is lost forever in the sea of california. i would know him later on in life if i ran into him again. we backtracked and then had to wait awhile for the orange county bus, which was also annoying to me. i don't have much patience with gross people, of course lindsey had to remind me that "they" are all gods children. i started to think about this statement and realized… yes, yes they are but if that were the case and they loved god, they would take care of their bodies. i do not tolerate those who can not take care of themselves. it is actually a major sin to be that willingly unhealthy, i understand that life gets in the way… but how do you suppose you will carry on with life if you are that miserable and your body can't help support you along that way.
the orange county bus ride was nice, i had no idea that it was this simple to get places, but now i know that i can basically bus anywhere, which indeed opens a lot of doors. we could see the ocean that runs along the coast and i remembered then visiting this exact area with michelle on chiristmas eve, that is when things were too shaky for us. i started to feel regret and remorse, but i tried to fight it and focus on the present.
huntington is an overwhelming thing at first, there are so many beach people, beautiful bodies pretty much naked walking around, the most beautiful boys on skate boards… we had to quickly find a restroom for april, which has been a pattern the entire trip. i guess she reminds me of leanne in that way. we (lindsey and i) are accustomed to traveling with girls… we found a neat little deli tucked away in the corner. it was owned by a husband and wife who were at first overly friendly, but our lunch was very good. then we walked along and decided what shops to look it. it was on lindsey's agenda to find a batting suit, and from experience, especially when my boobs where big… it is the most exhausting process. even in california… where boobs are out of proportion, bless her heart it took us awhile to find something that worked for her. it is such an exhausting task, but she managed to find a somewhat nice black top. we visited a few more places then walked out to the pier. it was rather cold and windy, i couldn't understand how these girls were walking around like it was summer… i guess they are more accustomed to the weather. i was excited that lindsey was able to take a good pic of me… from my iPhone which is really a drag looking back on how i have documented my life, they are all such low quality photos, but it comes down to convenience… that i just how it happened. now i just need to get them all developed somehow. april doesn't buy much, she is so picky, so we spent some time shopping with her… unlike me who managed to fall for something in each store. i only purchased two shirts today, both unnessecary but i liked them both… a rvca wolf shirt and a back to the future tee from forever 21. then we waited for the bus home, we sat beside the girl that was helping us with the bathing suits… she was nice thing. come to find out she is from the east coast and even lived in asheville for a short period of time. we both caught up with each other… exchanging bands and talking. the bus was late and took awhile, which left plenty of time for chatting. the ride on the oc bus was nice, but after that it got confusing. we spend a lot of time just riding around, one guy came back to us…"where are you girls going?" he laughed at us…ummm. we finally made it to ocean blvd after touring the entire city. we were all tired and hungry at this point… had i not been so eager to get off the bus i would've at least asked him his name. he had an amazing smile and such nice eyes… the bus number 2003… thats all i know. we quickly changed and ali met us so we could walk downtown for dinner. we went to georges greek cafe and were immediately greeted with a hug from an older man (who i assume is the owner) or the token old man as ali called him. i was glad she came to hang out with us. april made the comment that so far all of my friends have been really nice… "because you are nice as well…" she's cute. dinner was lovely and my food was really good. thats one thing we did really well while the girls were here. i ate well, and shopped. i am exhausted from all the traveling and orchestrating the days… making sure they had fun. we decided to skip the art show and head back, they wanted to shower and get ready to leave. i was so tired and feel asleep… i felt kinda bad for not socializing… I'm just really not that girl sometimes. i did sketch a picture of skyler while i chatted with lindsey about boys, showed her some of my sketches… but i hated the picture and feel asleep. they showered and packed their things… i dreamed that i skipped yoga class so i could go see harry perform. I'm not sure where i was… but it was a small intimate performance, my favorite kind with him. i just keep dreaming of this kid… does he ever dream of me?
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