this day. is one that i lost forever in the dream land of not… remembering.
i woke up early and laid around..listening to music and getting distracted in my head. my side hurts and i debate not going to yoga…but this is my favorite class. the class that pushes me to the hardest of my challenges to be "perfect". i check the online schedule and its cancelled, i feel relief that i didn't have to skip the class…there just wasn't one. so then i could lay down and write about my day. then i fell asleep again… and slept most of the day. i did wake up a few times and try and write, check instagram… look up bands. i needed to be watching podcast or something. but no, i just slept… got up to eat and daniel said i looked dehydrated, and that is why i couldn't do much, that is why i slept all day. i can believe that, i do need to be drinking so much more water.
i ate some leftovers quickly and got ready to go to yoga… i was able to get just a bit of writing done just before it was time to leave. i thought that i would meet her out front at five and wait, but usually when i am early or on time… it never works out. i waited for while and went and stood on the stairs at the end of the street…. i don't get out enough. today was a beautiful day and i just slept… all day. cancelled everything, from being outside. i do that a lot, the comfort of my dark room. we were too late for yoga in naples, which was fine. i didn't want to be in a car anyway. we changed our plans and parked the car. yoga was at the park at six and we had plenty of time to go. we even had time to walk to the market and get a few groceries. i was excited about this…and cakeballs! then we walked over to the bluff and set up between a rock and a tree, just the two of us. the grass was a vibrant green and the shade and sun was perfect. the experience reminded me of being a child at the end of summer afternoons. we grew up in such a magical place in the woods… the teacher was a young guy by the name of drew. ali says to me immedielaty "i think he is hot". oh man.. i couldn't look. his words were nice and all the movements flowed well. i like it when things flow well… each movement he took time to explain and gave some good advice along the way. he reminded me of ashton. his look mainly, and then a bit of the primal mentaltitly. i enjoyed the journey with him. i needed to stretch and work some things out. i have been tense, i will be tense for awhile in caliofrnia. i just need someone to touch me… soon.
we stay after and sit on our mats eating cake and cookies that we bought from the market. it was fun , the weather is absolutely perfect and i want to have our picnic forever. we sit and laugh and catch up with each other. she is having a hard time in her marriage and i can see how it would be hard… ian is being selfish and its making her do the same…this relatiosihop will go no where if it continues like this. we decided to walk to paradise to have dinner. its a short walk and the sunset is really bright and vibrant. i like looking at this… we have some drinks, tacos and split a turkey burger. the night is really wonderful. we have had really good service every time at this restaurant. and it nice that they split the meals for us. we sat for awhile having another margarita, we just like to drink sometimes. we walked to rite aid to get a few things (detergent and alcohol) and our walk home was good. the weather is much nicer now… almost eighty during the day and sixty at night, pretty amazing. we hug and walk our separate ways. i decide to wash sheets and take a shower. just a shot of brandy and i get…. clean. i wash my ridiculous amount hair, not with out staring at myself in the mirror, dirty hair is always the best hair. i just want to take a few pictures of it. one day. i take a shower and fall asleep yet again with all the lights on… the music is so good, i wake up dreaming about turning down the volume. its was kinda comical.
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