five.

the bike ride to work was lovely. looking around was nice, to see the liveliness and summer like climate. sunday morning, lots of action about. i was late for work, but didn't really care as i had no drive or much happiness at being there. i had a complicated color client, her hair turned out close to what i had predicted. the rest of the day was slow and blurry. nothing that interesting happened and i just questioned what i was doing with myself and cried on the phone with mom. she said "just let things happen". but i make plans.. and plans and plans…goals etc. i try not to upset her or let her think that I'm sad. but i am. i look back at photos from the trip and asheville. the photoshoot photos. what a fun creative life i live. that was the past. today bored me so… so on to monday. i was just glad to doze off to madmen. at least their hair and clothes are amazing.

coach bags. I'm in love with vintage ones. i think there is a sign here that i should be doing something with them. i think i should buy and sell them. from a store? online? i am not sure. I'm also going to begin to plan a few events for the salon. i need something more. so i'll just continue on. peacefully. goodnight.