twelve.

today was something of optimistic. i woke up ready for work. i think i missed out by skipping yoga at 7am, but I'm tired and it is so cold out right now. i am excited that the salon is starting to get a direction. i might even be moving spots. i think it will mix things up, make it feel like a new place, a new spot. i wonder how it will work out. the close knit corner with a purple wall and windows. 

the ride to work this morning was chilly, i saw a zombie on the way. a woman who looked miserable and hobbled along. maybe she was hurt, I'm not sure. but she just looked so unhappy, i hope our world doesn't come to this. 

i ate a lot of sugar because it was available and managed to barely talk with alex, he was multitasking and i couldn't hear him. i just need his undivided attention for like… thirty minutes. i keep seeing us kissing and cuddling. its weird, guess because i don't have much else.

i was able to bike home early, before the sun went down, to my love's house. i miss my ali cat! i love her. we had pizza and watched a way to real movie that reminded me of leaving ashton. as we were walking to the store to get wine and champagne, we can't believe we are in califiornia. it hasn't sunk in yet. what are we doing here? i know i am trying to achieve a dream.

my second repeat client is gaberial. he is a lawyer at disney, a guy with really colorful tattoos. i am interested in him and he is impressed that i remember him. this is how it will work. so now maybe staying the same... but moving everything around will make me feel better. oh yea… i smiled so much and was unbelievably excited when i mailed the letter to harry. i hope it inspires him.