seventeen.

just waking up is exhausting but i have a new found energy for this day. friday. i begin the morning with instagram and somehow look at pictures of dana for awhile. I'm excited when i see a glimpse of sterling in a few. it reminds me of…i bike to work quickly, the sun is out and it feels like mid spring. its too warm for all the clothes i layered on, i just don't know what to expect any more. as soon as i arrive…a natural red head stood waiting for me. her name was monica and her hair was long and limp… but her face, her complexion was beautiful. she reminded me of stephanie quinn, almost eerily so… she cut off about 14 inches of hair, for a brand new style. it was a scatter to connect with her and i could tell she was a bit nervous, even though she said otherwise. it made me a bit nervous. i didn't have an outcome for her hair, i couldn't get an exact idea, but i was pleased with the result. the rest of the day was calm, i talked to london for awhile. he said i couldn't go home just yet, he needed a muse. i need one too. the day drags on a bit, the weather is nice and i spend some time just sitting in the sun. i just have too much energy and I'm trapped in a building. its making me a bit mad. i am now ready for what is about to happen. i have a repeat client tonight… i have much to say. much to do with my hands… london taught me a few things today, the soundtrack was good and the sun was out. i even made a bit of money. i was able to create a little writing… the evening was a lot of fun, perfect weather for biking home. the days of the island feel close now. i bike faster, my body is getting used to the travel. i just appriciate a lot more now. i go home to grab some vegetables and head to alis. we make a fabulous meal, i love eating and cooking with her. we are the best at being togehter. i get the best idea… the faint radio station and plant earth under the sea on silent. literally the best idea ever, we laughed and entertained ourselves for hours with this nonsense. its like the schools of fish were dancing to the songs. i think i have figured out something here… people love to stare mindless into something, why not be the earth? the ocean? the magic of nature. it was a bril]lant idea. we talked about fashion and drank red wine… then home. I'm a bit anxious and out of sorts. you can tell by the spastic… i checked and saw that the critters were playing tonight… and when i should be in north carolina. it made me so excited to see that, i seriously hope that i get to see him. if not, well i'll keep living life.